Thursday, November 09, 2006
deep entry numero uno....
aight..i promised u guys a deep entry,so u guys are onna get a deep entry.lol.so y am i not writing abt my wonderful day today?well,thats cos,nothing much rely happened today,besides ps lecture and the crashing of my fren's hall(it's become a weekly affairleh.tsktsktsk.)..Righto....girls are the topic today,well,at least the history of me and girls that is..heh...nownow,before u start tellin me that a topic like that can never be deep,hear me out,lol,cos it can...or if it cant,at least u noe its gonna be an entertaining read.heh...
Now,girls...i never had a problem with them(yeayea,shut up)i honestly never had a problem with them.hahaha.even in primary sch i was apparently charming enuf to make girls jus randomly ask me to be their lil boyfriends.hurhurhur.i remember once,in primary 6,when i was still a fat pudgy lil kid,i was chosen to host a show in sch,and my co-host,in the middle of the show,during our break,jus randomly asked me to be her bf...me bein the good momma's boy that i was jus stood there stunned(well,that and the fact that i had a crush on another girllah)
Heh...So it was in sec sch,i was the class clown again,and i mus say,that its a huge misconception that class clowns don't get the girls,cos we do man.hahaha.the humor seems to draw them.snort.....so anyways...i was still ok with girls in sec sch,no probs there...
Now it was in jc,when i started shedding all that baby fat,that the world suddenly opened up to me.wahaha....suddenly,girls werent jus the tings u threw stuff at,or pulled the hair off for fun,they became objects of desire(ok,maybe objects aint rely the word to describe them.hahaha)
so anyways,i loved them like there was no tmr.hahaha...i enjoyed lookin ard at the pretty ones,ogling at the busty ones,staring down the legs of the tall ones,and holding the waists of the slim ones......the fact that i was a house representative,in odac,and a whole lot of other cca's made it such that i was always in contact with a constant flow of them.hahaha.....
i was sent out to other sch's for sch events and competitions,and there,i met even more outstanding looking girls....they were everywhere it seemed,all i needed to do,was reach out with my hands,and pluck out the ones i wanted(pardon the connotation and descriptions im usin,its jus all good clean fun eh?heh)
And so,jc was a renassaince period for me(i tink i spelt it rite)..i was at the peak of my physique(or so i thought before i joined the commandoslah)and i was popular in sch.heh...it seemed nthing much cld stop me.rofl....
I was able to get girls easily,but i was also not the type to commit to a relationship easily...i hated to be tied down,i din want my freedom to end.ha....
for example...i always tended to care more for my frens then my gfs.....i looked forward more to goin out with them then with the girl i was with at the time.ha...dun ask me why,it jus felt better..i had a close clique of frens i was able to fool ard with,and at that time,i wasnt rely prepared to let go of that....
thus,the girls came and went,and my status as a "player" came abt.i hav no idea how,but apparently,girls tot i was one.it was both a good and bad ting i guess....good,its always good to hav a reputation like that i guess,a young lil casanova.heh...bad,cos the girls knew what to expect when they got into relationships with me...
i mus admit,i was a jerk before i entered ns....i was cool and calculative when it came to girls and relationships....whenever i got bored or saw that the girl was getting bored,i wld end it,with the favourite excuse of...i'm sorry my dear,it's not u,its me,i jus dont feel it anymore......yea the tears came often,but i was that emotionless enough to be able to brush them off easily...(i told u i was an ass.hurhurhur.)
My game was on,and i had cool friends to hang out with and they had game themselves....so,life to me,was alrite at that time.ha.a gf,was jus something u got,to occupy ur time....
Things changed in ns tho...with the 2 plus yrs i spent in that darn unit,i came to realise jus how important the warmth of a girl's love was,to hear her laughter,to feel her hands brush against urs.....i was still goin out with a few girlslah,but this time,i cherished them even more...i talked to them evrytime i felt something was wrong,we always tried to work tings out....i realised jus how important a girl was to a guy,no matter wat the situation was....
I hav to admit,i was always the type hu did sweet nothings to a girl,randomly,which is why they keep tinking i was a flirt dammit...hahaha...but these sweet nothings began to make some sense once i was in ns....
By the time i stepped out,although i wanted to tell myself to revert to my old player self,i knew that i was a changed man,and there was little i cld do abt it....For all those who think that i'm still a player,think again.ha.im a changed man mine friends.hurhurhur....ive started to appreciate relationships,and girls.
So to my future girlfriend,
whoever that might be,
don't worry aight,
i'll treat you right,
and spoil u with all of mother nature's delights.
i'll spend the night out under the stars with u,
and mean it when i tell u
i rely do love you.
i'll whisper sweet nothings into ur ear till u fall asleep in my arms,
i'll lavish u with all my charms,
i'll hold that hand of yours for all to see,
so that evryone will know,that you're with me,
to my gf(or gfs,tho i'm pretty sure it'll be only one this time.hurhurhur)
I'll love you.....
wahahaha....that was such a lovesick poem,i jus had to puke after i thought of it.lol.okok,if u tot it suked,too bad,i'm studying for natural heritage,the birds and the bees,wadya expect me to tink of?haha.......man........i'll get that girl....rofl....till the next time mine friends!!!i'm sorry this had to be such a lovesick entry,but i was in a lovesick mood today.heh....cheers!!!
Posted by funkymunkey at 9:36 PM
Comments:
sorry ah...u went offline...and i cant bear to swallow my vomit of comments about ur entry!
haha....u flirt la! and u r still bragging about it! lol
i feel so sad...how come all the descriptions about how nice u treat this girl tt girl doesnt sound anywhere near to how u treat me. sobss... lol
bwuahahha....aye, that was a good attempt at poem. but it doesnt and will not change pple's impression of u yea!-cassanova- not little, but a big-timer! :P
guess u've been listening to the jaci person's songs when u were studying right! so lovesick eh!
aights...good luck for ur test anyways!
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haha....u flirt la! and u r still bragging about it! lol
i feel so sad...how come all the descriptions about how nice u treat this girl tt girl doesnt sound anywhere near to how u treat me. sobss... lol
bwuahahha....aye, that was a good attempt at poem. but it doesnt and will not change pple's impression of u yea!-cassanova- not little, but a big-timer! :P
guess u've been listening to the jaci person's songs when u were studying right! so lovesick eh!
aights...good luck for ur test anyways!
